Friday night

I don't know what I'm feeling right now
One second I'm hyped,
one second I'm bored,
one second I'm confused.

I think I'm getting used to this feeling
It's a feeling when I miss somebody
and of course I'm missing you.

I check on you eventhough we didn't talk
I think of you every night before I sleep actually
After that, I always regret it because what's the point anyways..

This is why I shouldn't have any feelings for anyone,
it's a waste of time.

What the hell am I doing? *sigh*

Lonely

I hate going home
When I go home, I feel even worse than I am at the North.
Being here is just the same as being there.
Alone.

I know now
That anywhere I go
I'm not gonna be missed or remembered
My presence or absence is just the same.

Take me somewhere where I don't know anyone.
I fucking hate this feeling.

All These Little Things

I don't know why but
When I hear this song
It makes my heart melt
Because it reminds me of you.



I thought about you a lot
But I've never crossed your mind once.

Oh my, I really miss you.